Your infertility does not define you. What defines you is that you are a beloved child of a mighty King and an heir to eternity. He is always pursuing you and only has good gifts in store for you. God does not desire your suffering, but allows good to come from the pain that you carry. He wants to transform the weight of your grief and offer you new life in Him. Our hope is in eternity. In heaven, all your tears will be wiped away, so now is the only time you have to worship the Lord with your tears. Psalm 56 tells us that the Lord stores our tears and makes a record of them. Each one of your tears are precious to Him. Always bring your pain to the Lord and invite Him to be with you. You are not alone, He is already there waiting for you.